haiz. life is so so vulnerable.
my uncle just passed away.
so sudden
i'm not close to him
but that doesnt mean it doesnt affect me any lesser

trouble doesnt just come singularly

do u know i teared when i reached ttsh to visit my brother in law after soci test?
i teared
my heart broke when i saw how his condition wasnt as good as i had seen 2 days before
he is like my father.
he is a father to me

he love me like his very own daughter
since i was 4
he brought me along on dates with my 2nd sister
bought me toys
let me sit in his car
let me felt love from a brother and father like him
like a brother or father i never had

i just want him to recover
be ok
get well
he is so young

i would give anything for that,
even my life.