weekend

met up with the ogl ppl to pj openhse
it was sad
ppl were there,
but u couldnt smell the fresh air
the vibrant pulsating of the Pioneer heartbeats
taste the Pioneer spirit

even the mass dance wasnt the same anymore

but i guess things change
when u are not in it
dont they?

guess they do

was contemplating k box last nite
which did materialise
it was a whopping huge amt of $27 but
i do think it was money well spent (read: BUT too expensive!!)
for the company
the huge roars of laughters brought abt steve and his antics
the screaming of those love songs
and the crapping

maybe it didnt get to the personal level
which i sure wasnt comfy with some ppl
but i did have a good time

we ended up tonning with some 7-11 food at the empty seats near old S-11 food court
was awake until everyone dispersed for cabs, first buses
in fact
felt like i was a walking zombie

managed to reach home
catch as many winks as i could
and perhaps nourish as many yawns i lost
woke up at like 1215 pm to meet jihae and belle

it was kinda awkward initially but the neoprints just broke the ice
it was a good day
well spent,
tho not on term papers
but i am going to miss jihae
she is a sweet, good natured and down to earth girl

humble and simple,
thats what is so likeable

the irony of ppl,
the older we get
the more scheming/cunning we get
when we are supposed to be more wise and well informed
whatever irony is that..
just felt it was growing up that turns us into monsters

i am learning to not depend on him
and just handle my own problems
he has enough problems
and i do not need to tell him everything anymore
i think it will suit him better too

i think i am sulking behind my computer screen
and it makes me just want to
just sleep away the pain
or watever is left

i never believed in sleeping away problems
but i guess u taught me how to
and see where we are going..