The one on Wisdom

I just had my two petite wisdom teeth and i am in great pain.
The worst thing is I can't eat solid food, of all the biggest deprivations in the world.
Smart me wanted to prevent twice the pain, thus I asked for both lower teeth on left and right to be extracted at the same time,
ignorant to the inconveniences I would be brought about.
And the local anaesthesia was so unforgettable.
Being someone totally against injections of any sorts, i swear I almost fainted at the sight of the long syringe, about to penetrate my gums before the extractions were carried on.



Why?
Wisdom teeth operation during term break, which utterly utterly ruined my mood.
:(
Mauvais dents.

The one on learning to breathe

A gasp
Inhaling nothing but
clouds of grey

Grips tighten
only to fall lower

Loosen your hold
and you may find yourself
in an other space

le feu
swirls, whirls, twirls.

The one about lessons in life

Noone told me another over-staying year in NUS was going to be so tough, so hectic.
And how most of my friends would have left school and moved on to their own working lives.

6 modules a semester, crippled with readings so thick that i dread even carrying around,
tuition kids with up coming exams and outside commitments that I feel overwhelmed by.
One more year of this - and all in the sweet name of honours.
It really spells HELL for me.

I dont know how I am going to cope, with French 2 getting more and more difficult.

I did not work in the months of June and July for the first time in my undergrad year,
but I learned the most about lessons in life.
Learned about how the harder u throw, the further it bounces away.

And my little favourite neighbourhood cat as mentioned in my previous entry is dead.
She has been culled away and put to death, amidst piles of other little cats.
Goodbye paw paw. I will miss you and your endearing ways.
And how ur paws would reach out for my laps and you will rest your head on me.
I hope you find your heaven.